Where was I
How could I have known
I was out acting selfish not thinking of you
Why didn't I feel it
How could I have not felt you taking your last breath
I know you have forgiven me
When will I forgive myself
How do I let it go when letting go means losing you again
I know you haunt me
I feel you everywhere
I need you there on my shoulder, but at what cost
I know you are trying to heal me
But I don't want to
There are days that I almost forget
Then guilt creeps in
There are days when I forget the sound of your voice
How it scares me to see your memory fade slowly
I can't forget, I won't
How will you ever know how much I m
She stands alone
While the snowflakes pass
Trapped in a snowglobe
Without any glass
Exposed in the cold
But colder inside
Feeling the icicles
Drip from her eyes
Hair full of crystal
Lips painted dry
Eyes looking empty
But still able to cry
The snowflakes keep falling
She already froze
So she fades with the snow
A wilting white rose
As I lie on the soft warm sheets
You stare into my eyes.
I can see that you want something.
You begin to strip me against my will.
I cover myself, trying to hide from your selfish wondering eyes
Pulling my arms away from me and spreading my legs
I struggle to stay covered
I plead against your desires and actions
"No! Stop! Please let me go!" I cry out hoping you will listen
It does no good and I pray that this nightmare will end soon
I try to imagine being somewhere else more pleasant
But you are still right in front of me staring at me, grinning
You lift yourself off of me
So I take this chance to escape
But you quickly grasp
Current Residence: Wisconsin Favourite genre of music: Just about everything. Mainly rock and classical. Favourite photographer: Many. Favourite style of art: Abstract, surreal and fantasy. Favourite cartoon character: Fieval from An American Tail.
Favourite Visual Artist
Dali.
Favourite Movies
Braveheart, An American Tail, The Last of the Mohicans
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Evanescence, Nirvana, Chevelle, Sarah McLachlan, Tori Amos, Staind, Within Temptation
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